Nights like this... Nights that I've been getting lately... Nights that give me anxiety attacks and make my heart sink to my cold, wooden floors... Nights that for some horrid reason, I just can't shake... Nights that has me looking at my phone, dialing a number, and spilling out my sticky feelings...except I never get any further than staring at my phone...Because I don't have the strength to really talk to anybody. You know those nights?
I don't quite know how to vent or express this. My heart really just hurts.