Sunday, July 18, 2010

Mint Chocolate Chip Icecweam

...was really all I could think about before getting out of bed. Before she left my room, I thought about being alone. And for a second, it made me feel uneasy and unsure. So I fell asleep again until 2, opened my eyes to an empty room and her familiar scent. And when I realized I was alone, it wasn't so bad.

I need to remind myself that I am completely capable of managing being alone. Sometimes my mind relapses and goes back to the thought that I'm still as dependent as I was before. But I'm not, I know that truth enough.

And I knew enough that waking up to mint chocolate chip ice cream, what used to be our favorite flavor, will make it alright.

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