Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Anesthetic Never Sets In

Automatic Stop

"I said wait, I'm gonna give it a break"
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I pretended to whistle today. I wonder who heard it.

I always hated sitting here, fiddling with some linty rubber bands or feeling up the keys. I feel quieter than I should ever be. I feel warmer than I should really be. I just feel sick.
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I want to find a reason to tell someone something.

But there's nothing to tell anyone.

Just a few secrets that I know shouldn't be told. And I'm just not sincere enough to put myself in heat and clammy fingers.

I don't feel anything.
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ARCHIVE, FUCKERS (for Ace-like purposes)