these are my pastimes off the top of my brain
bleeding
limping
boiling potatoes
drooling on my pillows
starting fires
vandalism daydreams
prioritizing head wear
office chair
sniffing blown out matches
aggressively scrubbing my legs in the shower
squatting in the shower
attempting/failing perfect push ups
winking at myself
insisting sobriety
undermining encountered idiots
patronizing the unintelligibly unaware
separating (gradually) from false laughter tendencies
pretending to know things i don't
pacing
tip-toeing
internalizing regular and circadian occurrences of my mortal life
externalizing morally favorable thoughts
contending for formidable optimism
being
