I had not talked to or seen Rae until today. I have not had dinner in my own house with my family. I have not seen anyone aside from Mikal because we have half of our classes together. I have not been picking up my sister or taking her to eat. I have not been taking Blithe to karate or granmas to bingo. And my card has been empty all week! And it has only been the beginning of the week! It is only Wednesday and I have had Tap Ex ...maybe 5 or 6 times. I'm going multiple times a day now. My classes are so spread out during the day! Last night I didn't get home until 10. Whaaaa, am I complaining? Heh heh noooooooooooooo, never.
I guess... sometimes, I miss trying to figure out what to do when I have absolutely nothing to do. I miss just farting around, only SOMETIMES. Now I have everything to do. I have been doing homework during the day right when I get out of class, before I go to my next class. Whaaaaat? Honestly, there was a part of me that expected to slack off at Ohlone. But I am completely motivated that I cannot even believe myself.
But the best part about being busy all the time is that I accomplish everything I have to do. All the work that I need to do, I finish it all! And I do it well. It's a refreshing feeling. For once in my life I am finally determined to do really well in school. Whomp, can I get a whomp?
I am exhausted now, again. So sleeeep.
Here is what I am about to do (my nightly routine as of lately):
-Finish remaining homework that I didn't catch during the day.
-Shower.
-Get all my stuff ready for tomorrow.
-Crawl in bed.
-Call Rae.
-and not talk because I'll knock out immediately, comme toujours.
I guess... sometimes, I miss trying to figure out what to do when I have absolutely nothing to do. I miss just farting around, only SOMETIMES. Now I have everything to do. I have been doing homework during the day right when I get out of class, before I go to my next class. Whaaaaat? Honestly, there was a part of me that expected to slack off at Ohlone. But I am completely motivated that I cannot even believe myself.
But the best part about being busy all the time is that I accomplish everything I have to do. All the work that I need to do, I finish it all! And I do it well. It's a refreshing feeling. For once in my life I am finally determined to do really well in school. Whomp, can I get a whomp?
I am exhausted now, again. So sleeeep.
Here is what I am about to do (my nightly routine as of lately):
-Finish remaining homework that I didn't catch during the day.
-Shower.
-Get all my stuff ready for tomorrow.
-Crawl in bed.
-Call Rae.
-and not talk because I'll knock out immediately, comme toujours.
