If I have to, I'll eat the cranberry plant in the bathroom

Pissing radioactive again. They're not contagious but we catch them anyway. It's always that last drop of pee that really makes you curl your toes and suffer. I remember the first time I've ever had this. I couldn't understand all the moments I wanted to die. Literally the physicality of my death. I don't feel like sipping on yucky cranberry juice. I could always just chug a can of young coconut milk. Fuck..