For the first time in a long time, I am continuously crying over the same thing. Usually, my pride would be beyond my own existence and I would swallow every drop of tear, every trace of sadness, and I would let anything slip away from me if it meant no one had to see me at my most vulnerable. But this I cannot control...
I will never let myself beg for someone to stay again. The first time I have ever done this, and I've been turned away and rejected. I will stop crying because of this. I cannot make someone stay if they choose to leave. I just have to stop bitching and whining and pleading and ridiculously crying over this. I'm officially pathetic. I officially let myself feel pathetic.
So on top of this, tell me again how we should've never had a second chance. It is so comforting to know you can easily throw us away.
One of us never did it but we're taking it all
And tell me why you never promised that you wanted it all
And her eyes never batted as she said
It's a long night, open, know it...
It's sad... because I just got you back too.
I will never let myself beg for someone to stay again. The first time I have ever done this, and I've been turned away and rejected. I will stop crying because of this. I cannot make someone stay if they choose to leave. I just have to stop bitching and whining and pleading and ridiculously crying over this. I'm officially pathetic. I officially let myself feel pathetic.
So on top of this, tell me again how we should've never had a second chance. It is so comforting to know you can easily throw us away.
One of us never did it but we're taking it all
And tell me why you never promised that you wanted it all
And her eyes never batted as she said
It's a long night, open, know it...
It's sad... because I just got you back too.
