Je suis tres fatigue.
Mais... je suis heureux
Parce que !

I know it's not a big deal, but it is to me. I am the beating epitome of mediocrity. I can strive all I can in my mind, and dream the biggest dreams, but I don't apply. I never apply. I find reasons not to be, not to have, no to do. That's just me! It's not an excuse, it's just something I know of myself. I am just proud of myself, that's all. Because I excel above everyone else for the first time in a long time.

If you're proud of me too, then thanks so much.