sweat

I hate the very word, but everything seems very awkward right now, somehow. Like a terrible, dirty dream, under squeamish circumstances. Or those parts in pornography where things get too out of hand, and you just have to turn away. Don't be a pervert. I only mean it seems that way. My life is not a dirty dream, and my life certainly isn't pornography. My life is very awkward right now, and I can't even turn away.