"...it scared the shit out of me because you were the one person that could ruin my life. I pushed you away. I made you think things were all your fault. But really I was just terrified of pain.
...But I couldn't stand... I didn't want to be a slave to how I feel about you.
And it's so horrible. Because really, I'd die for you. I love you. I love you so much it's killing me..."
Everyone blends together.
