The most beautiful...

song I've heard all summer.

It's significantly haunting. Piano and guitar always gets me twined with the ballad itself. The one word to describe this song is haunting. It's like I can feel the artist, like I know exactly who he is and what his purpose is. I don't think I'd listen to this at night alone, when I'm the most vulnerable. But I don't think it's the song that would make me cry either. It would just have me wrapped and tangled, and crying seems like it would be too much of an insult to do.

This artist is amazing.

My mother...

D I S N E Y L A N D

Just had a dream that I was already there..

D':

Finally,

I've been waiting for this picture to finally make it on the web.

They're tall, they're pale, they're mine.

PS. I was caught in pictures a lot on this day, wearing this dress. It's everywhere. I guess, since it was the last day of school.

It's toooooo quiet

My room turned yellow with out my permission.

In attempts to writing a long entry..

I began feeling self-conscious and worse than I already do.

I just wanted to state that I've come to realize that every night, I feel terrible. Horrible. Every night. There hasn't been a night that made me feel like I had something..

And tonight is no exception.

2:38am, summer night

I miss it I miss it I miss it.

No matter how amazing any day feels,

if the nights feels incredibly heavy,

then the night feels incredibly heavy.

And I may or may not fall asleep.

Tossing?

Turning?

My chest inflates,

my shoulders give in.

Then I decide I need to put this feeling somewhere,

the swelling feeling that wells up,

makes a lump in my throat,

but never anywhere to place it.

But nights I'm lucky...

I'm hardly ever lucky.

Pressing "enter" twice instead of the space after a period or comma,

and this stupid, sad song.

Mikal burnin'

I rubbed aloe gel on this bad boy today...

It felt...weird, but I pretended I was a physical therapist..

Merch!

Ange's I'll sleep when I'm dead

Vage's GET FUCKED

Vag's shorts

Mikal's and my shorts; My butt.

After Warped

In n Out

Ace after-show close up

Vagery after-show close up

Luke after-show close up

Scorca after-show close up

Supposed Tay after-show close up

Ange after-show close up ];

Why I look chubs here...

Before Warped

GET PUMPED!!!

Sum fucking 41

We have absolutely no photo recollection of Warped '10. We didn't bring our cameras because it was too dangerous. And we didn't come across the pro Nikon people roaming around to take our pictures.

Sum fucking 41

• HAD THE WORST STAGE.
• Worst band to play before
• JUSTIN BEIBER FINALLY GREW UP, F you NeverShoutNever
• F you Nevershoutnever fans
• F you stupid girls
• 67 different people's sweat on us
• All my extensions came out, had to find on the ground
• "GET THE FUCK OFF OF HER" am so protective of Mikal and everyone
• Crushed legs, bent bodies
• The crowd weighed TONS
• BRUISES, battle scars
• Crowd surfer landed on my head
• I BLACKED THE FUCK OUT
• Luke and a few other nice kids saved me
• We were all SOAKED

All the other bands sucked

• But Pierce the Veil was terrific live
• Sucked so hard that we left before 8pm

Aftermath

• In n out
• Story time
• Mikal's house
• Brier park for almost Lava Monster at the playground
• Cancer walk at the school of the Deaf
• Said hi to mama Tam
• Ran a lap
• Three-car race home back to Mikal's
• Firepit
• DEAD

Summer has been SO long already. It's only been a week and two days since summer! Can't believe it. And we've only just begun.

Can't wait.

Accomplished beaucoup de choses ajourd'hui

1. Finally got Apple by Marc Jacobs. I'm going to smell terrific all summer

2. Bits of shopping, here and there

3. Got my teeth cleaned, denfist denfist denfist

4. Even got a job interview! Thank you pleasant Hollister manager person.

Je suis heureuse.

Was up at night..

Was thinking about good stuff...

Was thinking about bad stuff..

Then I realized...

I was just something to check off your bloody list.

Well.f u c k.that.

F...

I need something to do...

Hey badass, hey nugget

Thrifty

She did get lucky.

Sunday evening feeling..

Listening to good music.

I will always love and hate this feeling. After coming home from a party or something very social, then unwinding here where it's all me, only me, and I get to regroup.

It's ok that sometimes, this just translates to sadness. And I start to feel lonely like I do, and I think about the ways I wouldn't be lonely right now. And I yearn and long and get very tired.

Reassemble, yeah, that works.

On most nights, I think about the same things. Remember the same things. Wish for the same things.

Summer is in full swing.

Morning afters...

Ramen, nonstop Otterpops

Sleepyhead

Walking Max...

SUCKS.

In between

Helmet!

Closeups..

And this guy... who kept winning Apples to Apples

Tie Dye Time !

NOT A BUTTERFLY, never, she says.

Apples to Apples break

Mine

Ace's

Vagery's (tried copying me)

Tay's

Mikal's