this originated in bremen, germany. accomodated by a young friend. indulged on such a stifling, quiet night.
list scribbled, insults scratched. counted approximation over fifty, doubt smirking. another list of shuddering shit and a thought that feels trivial:
i kept someone particularly so i can have someone to write letters to. i liked having someone i felt a coward to tell a truth to, in which i turn to composing these enveloped things to hand out so goddamn sweetly. i don't have that now so scratching lists and scribbling insults will do.
bremen, germany? guess of the word i have cutely associated with that little city.
