I have been so consumed and caught up with the people that I choose to love that I forget about myself. And I learn to hate myself when love is unrequited. And I'm taking a lot of hits from myself for no reason at all. And I don't feel like doing that anymore. So I won't. I'm going to love the shit out of myself. I'm going to be so good to me that I won't need anyone else to fill in the spaces. I love you, but I love me more.
I'm officially gay for myself.