Somehow it all should just stop, right? I'm currently making several playlists for Ace because ...just because we've been sharing mixes since we were in the nutsack. But just this very simple task is annoyingly terrible to get through. I created this specific mix, a GOOD DAY MIX and I was suddenly washed over with its fucking irony. I created it for a happy day and somehow it led me to all the nostalgic songs we listened to when we were all happy. And all this shit that's supposed to make you happy when you hear it...is making me fucking sad. I didn't even realize that I've been avoiding all these songs because I don't know how to listen to them. I physically...literally...do not know how to listen to them anymore. How fucking lame is that.
I forget how depressed I get when I'm not busy with school. Stuck in my room. Sulking. I'm supposed to grow the fuck up. Am I OK?
Whatever. I miss my friends. I'm a gay.
