Tuesday, March 2, 2010

We Watched Time Traveler's Wife Again

I keep seeing myself married to Ian. And surprisingly, it doesn't scare me like I expect it should. It's a comforting thought. A hopeful thought. A more promising thought.

Since I've had him, I catch myself whispering, "I could marry him..." under my breath. Just the way he carries himself, the way he cares for me, the way he looks at me, treats me, loves me. He's something else. He's beautiful, I'm telling you.

Just saying.

Monday, March 1, 2010

Wanna Know Somefing?

Right now, RV and I are listening to the first Panic! At the Disco and are enjoying it. It's like a guilty pleasure this album. We can sing along and sometimes mess up on the lyrics but it's so enjoyable. But sometimes it's difficult to admit that I still love this band. I don't love them now, but I did at some point in my life.



P!ATD was my 8th grade year. AND SINGING ALONG FEELS GREAT.

Aha just saying..

Sunday, February 28, 2010

ADF sent me a link...

WILDE

Relieves my weekend stress..

LOL Why won't you guys acknowledge this?!


Ellen Page




Charming.

Guess who misses front bangs?

11:09am

And my mother is blasting 80's music from her bedroom. I can't even pay attention to watching Whip It. Or doing my homework.

TEARS FOR FEARS?! NEW ORDER?! THE CURE?! DEPECHE MODE?!

That's my mama!
Joyce is so cool..i dont know how i suvived a week with acism

Yesterday; Movie Marathon

Excluding Whip It since I've already expressed how I feel about it, these are the movies that Ace, Vag, Ferna and Ry, and Joehl and I watched till 4 in the morning. Nice way to come home after a week away from home. Couchpotatoing with some the bests.






NEW FAVORITE


Saturday, February 27, 2010

Taydrian!

Without Fox and Ange... TAYDRIAN exists! The newer, better, more intriguing celebrity couple. Bradgelina. He loves her. She loves him. I love them. They love me.



Too Much Slug For One Hand!


Friday, February 26, 2010

Narwhal


"...I doubt I'll be seeing you around."

I've had one of the best five days of my life.

I was a cabin leader at Camp Campbell.

And I will now document how it was. SO CLICK CLOSE NOW.

Nature Name: Narwhal.

The most of these 5th graders had no idea what a narwhal was and how to pronounce it. But cmon, I had the most original name. None of that Panda Tiger Lily Phoenix shit. NARWHAL.

Cabin Group Name: Manzanitas!

I learned what a manzanita is. It's a little shrub in the chaparral with little tiny apple look-a-alikes, hence "manzanitas".

Field Teacher: Mark Beetle.

I got the cool, indie teacher with his beanie, skinny jeans and flannel, and full beard. Loved 311 and clearly, The Beetles. Always with his guitar. A cool fella that I could talk music with.

Cabin Leader Buddy: Ariel, aka Super Nova.

A second timer so she kept me up to date. Good conversations. Good, chill person. Great taste in movies. Open-minded and comfortable to be around. Half the time, I was lost with out her.

Cabin Kids: From Smith Elementary

-Andrea- My little helper. I gave her a green slip at the end of the week because she's been my right hand buddy. Always kept me in check, asked me the time, knew all the things I missed. She was the little leader. Girls thought she was bossy, but she was such a great help. Favorite!

-Adrian- AKA AJ, or as how I referred to her, 'Age,' I told her AJ was too long for me. Another one of my green slip kids. She was always prepared. Very mature, but very funny and intelligent. She was...different. And looked like Matilda! But she reminded me of Tay most of the time. Idk if it was because I missed her, but what a coooool kid. Really one of the coolest kids I'd never thought I'd come acrros. Favorite!

-Alena- Slowed me down for the most part. Woke me up almost every night to pee. A nice girl, but cmon... She became very attached, like everyone else I suppose, but I wasn't that comfortable with her.

-Jessica- Alena's best friend, they're like two peas in a pod, kind of outcasts of the group. More bearable than Alena, but like her, not one of my favorites. Nice girl though.

-Marissa- LATE. Always late. She didn't pine for my attention as much as the other girls but when she did, it was either a long story or..."I need to pee." She wanted a green slip. Then again, everyone wanted one.

-Anya- Lovable girl! Friendly to everyone, including the other leaders. She always did chores. She woke up in the middle of the night to buddy up with someone that needed to pee, unlike everyone else that refused to be a buddy. I could've given her a green slip. A favorite!

-Vanessa- Super best friends! She was a sweet heart, didn't try to get my attention too much either. Didn't cause too much problems. Doesn't always stand out to me, but makes one of my favorites.

-Brianna- The one that reminded me of Nikki. She reminded me of Nikki and I's science camp week. Best friends with Adrian, she understood my personality the most. Fun-loving and friendly, but didn't have to try so hard to be coool. A favorite!

-Bianca- The pristine looking girl that wears Juicy Couture. Rich, popular girl. Quiet and kept to herself, but not shy. Just not her exact circle of friends. My ONLY yellow slip. But only because another cabin leader caught her horseplaying with some little boy. Favooorite!

-Hunter- Funniest girl of the cabin. But never, ever tried to be funny. Didn't try to get my attention. Loves puddles and her rainboots. Named Best Soccer Player of the Cabin because almost all of them played. Made me laugh so much. She was a wild child!I called her Killaaaa because she was hella thug! Probably my second favorite kid.

-Amanda- And my very favorite! I gave her my cookie chip name tag because she kindly asked for it and I thought it'd be nice for her to remember me by. Every night, when everyone else fell asleep, she'd be up, and I'd hear her cry. She said she hates falling asleep last. She's always alone. She wakes up alone at home. She hates being alone. When she'd cry, I'd talk to her until she fell asleep. We talked about her family and her pets and anything else she wanted to talk about. Always stayed at my side. But didn't once annoy me. My favorite!

Evaluation: Overall, couldn't ask for a better field teacher, cabin leader buddy, and cabin group.

From day one I thought my set of kids would be great. When we got to our cabin they all kept telling me how they wanted me as their cabin leader, if not me then Tiger Lily..but everyone wanted Tiger Lily because she was the pretty blond girl, aha. And almost my whole group of kids were blonde-haired blue-eyed kids. I am now completely accustomed to "Naaarwhaaal" said in a tiny cute voice, followed by a request, story, joke, or miscellaneous statement to get my attention. We all got pretty attached to each other. They were attached to me like sticky on honey and they carved out their own little spaces in my little heart. I didn't know I'd like being with kids so much. They heard me cuss. They heard me talk to Ian. They asked me personal questions. They exhausted me. They made me laugh. They kept me up. They told me I was the best cabin leader ever. For these five days, they were my everything. And I wouldn't change any minute of it. Probably, not even the mud and rain. I'll have to throw away my shoes and wash my clothes till they're ripped into shreds, but these kids were worth it.

Final Thoughts: I already miss my cabin kids. I already miss being at camp. And... I'm upset I forgot to bring my camera. NAAARWHAAAL. The same camp songs are playing in my head.

Monday, February 22, 2010

Snow.

Babydoll,

You will survive this week with out us! Don't worry! We'll be back before you know, and like I mentioned, we are going to lovingly reunite!

French3 will be a breeeeze. Right?! You've been doing so well. Fox and I were just talking about how proud we are of you. And if anything Ian will be there if you need assistance. He'll probably bug you at lunch too! He'll just love your company. He really wants to be bestfriends... aha.

Have a very good week darling!

I love you! I will miss you. I will see you soon.

W.

ADF.

Darling,

It's 8:53am, and my cabin leader buddies must be taking their time because I am just sitting, waiting, anxious.

Thank you for visiting me this morning. I really thought I wasn't going to see you before I leave, which is very unlike us. So thanks to you, I had a terrific kickstart morning.

I'm going to miss you very much. I hope you don't lose touch with reality through out the week with out me. I know it'll get tough baby, but I'll be back to make you sane again, AHA.

Fortunately this week, you can eat more during lunch because I'm not there to leech off your money with my cravings. And you can eat your favorite chips! Because I won't be there to complain about the taste in your mouth! Unless someone else will be there to complain about the taste in your mouth... My only hope is that it'll be Van, Gabe, Jake, etc. Not some boring girl. Some dull, boring girl that for some reason, sparks your fancy.

Have lots of bromance time and Tay time! Spend some time with Tay while were gone. Be the best friends that you always wanted to be! Aha I know you love Tay!

Before I leave, remember that I love you very much. And I'll miss seeing your face these next 5 days. So the next time I see you, I might attack you. You have been warned.
W.
PS. Remember, boys don't cry. Men don't cry! Suck it up babe, cmon now..
IloveyouIloveyouIloveyou!

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Cabin Leader; Quinn Pats Narwhal

Hello World,

Will you miss me? OF COURSE YOU WILL. I am the highlight of your week, the sweetest part of your day, and the cherry to top your nights. My absence this week will present you with agonizing difficulties. You'll ache, and yearn, and long for my very existence. But don't you worry. I'll be back before you know it. I know you won't forget about me.

W.

PS. This will be fantastic.

New Album SOON?

A part of me will always be a sucker for MCR d:






Favorite Album? Easy, I Brought You My Bullets...

Saturday, February 20, 2010

If It Kills Me

God...

I miss you.. so much.

Quel heure est-il?

Il est deux heures du matin, exactement.

My friday:

SHUTTER ISLAND.

Mind is blown. I highly recommend.

My friday:

Every weekday morning, it gets more difficult to wake up. First thoughts in my head lately have been 1) Ian. 2) DROP OUT OF SCHOOL FUCK THIS SHIT. and 3) Did I finish homework?

And we only had a 4day week this week. Most exhausted I've been. It's why I couldn't wait for Friday. Friday meant Shutter Island and that meant good things.

Shutter Island broke my bad movie streak in the theaters. Since...since when? This year so far I've watched...Avatar, Dear John, Valentine's Day, Lovely Bones... and they've all been either lame, disappointing, or just bad. Shutter Island was not a disappoint. Not lame. Not bad. It was just GOOD.

I've been at the movies every weekend for the past like...4 weekends. And I've been in some double-dates lately. Tonight was my first double-date night with Fox and Yuri. Ian loves Yuri.... very very...VERY much. They are very cute.

I am very very tired. I don't even know what I'm typing anymore.

D'accord, bonne nuit.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

IS IT FRIDAY YET.

ARCHIVE, FUCKERS (for Ace-like purposes)